This is my first offense on RP, and the first time I've begun to regularly play on it since about a couple of years ago. Given how I've been restraining myself here, I like to think it's clear that I've changed, especially given the amount of time I have waited to even start playing on a Citadel server again. I find it extremely unfair that events from over two years ago are being weighed against me, when I'm sure all of you have changed in some way in that timespan. Me DC'ing because I was too irritable is directly related to my meds, as I wouldn't have been that irritable had I remembered to take them, so you don't have to be wary about me "flying off the rails" at all, and I find that a little offensive that you'd assume that.HazelBailey wrote: ↑Mon Apr 13, 2020 9:36 amSo let me lay out some facts. You, in an earlier round, got into a fight with Cassie and killed them. Your character now has a reputation for killing someone. In this round, you threaten Cassie and it eventually gets reported. Because of the threat, (which is illegal on it's own, but your history with Cassie causes people to take it more seriously) you are arrested and taken to processing, at which time you DC'd. Disconnecting is what landed you with a ban.
The reason we're now unwilling to lift your current ban is because so far you've shown your character to be very unstable, unfitting for a roleplay environment, and your history on our main server weighs heavily against you, given your previous interactions with admins.
We are allowed to bring up past issues if we feel they are relevant to an appeal. Most of the admins talking to you right now feel that these should weigh against you because of your attitude in this appeal. I know you said in the original post they you havent taken your meds, but that doesnt excuse anything, and the point you bring up about disconnecting so you dont break any more rules leaves admins wary about lifting your ban, because it feels like you could easily fly off the rails and cause further issue.
Also, having a slightly unstable character shouldn't be grounds for the player to be banned from the server, as the only rule I have broken was an OOC one. This is a roleplay server, and I have been roleplaying a character.