Citadel Community

BYOND account and character name: Jasuchin, Jasuchin Faron

Banning admin: IzzyInBox

Ban type/duration (where you are banned from and for how long): Cult Antag/Permanent

Ban reason: Attacked another cultist, putting them into critical, and leaving them for dead

Your side of the story: I was about to start the process to cryo out of the round when a cultist teleported to me and captured me. I begged them to kill me outright, since I didn't want to play the round, but was converted. After the conversion, and after the cultist that captured me teleported back from a rough fight, I hit him with the surgical saw and put him into Critical health. I gave him CPR a few times, but I lacked medical supplies or knowledge to save him, and wasn't in a rush to, so I left him on the ground near the operating table. He ended up dying, and I died later.

Why you think you should be unbanned: The antag ban has caused me to be taken out of Cult rounds completely if I'm ever captured, with no way to get back in. I don't want to be left out of a round when I get unlucky and a fairly common antag event comes along. I won't TK as a cultist again.

(for record's sake I told them I'd post the official ban reason:)

Attacked a fellow cultist that had converted them earlier in the round, putting them into crit, and with no threats around, left them to die. Reviewing logs leads to believe that they intended to later purposefully die and leave. Disconnected mid-ahelp. If you need to leave while an antagonist, send an ahelp to admins and just leave, not commit suicide, or kill fellow team mates. If you have any further information, please follow up on the forums.

This usually wouldn't be a first time permanent conversion antagonist ban, but the circumstances of you leaving during an admin talking to you without giving them a heads up first led me to put it on so you'd come here for following up the discussion. I'll be lifting the ban given you're cool with the following points:

If you've gotta leave the round, it's all good, we won't stop you. We just expect such leaving to not ruin the round for other people. When you're an antagonists, a perfectly acceptable way to do this is to simply send an adminhelp that you've gotta go, and you're all set. No waiting for a response is needed.
If an admin is talking to you in game over admin-pms, the same applies. Please don't just drop out unexpectedly. If you've gotta leave immediately, just give us even the smallest heads up at the minimum so we know.
And finally, as you said in your post, there is almost zero reason to team-kill as a conversion antagonist. Intentionally hurting your team is an easy thing to avoid. Don't let any in-character grudges or needing to leave the game get in the way of it, please.