I'm sorry (Ban Appeal)

[JGlitch]

BYOND Name:
JGlitch
Reason Banned:
Stabbed someone in the eye several times for stealing their janitor key. Improper escalation.
Admin who banned you:
ThingPony
Length Banned:
14 Days
Appeal Reason:

Well, this is going to be a long text to read.. First of all, I'm sorry about this and all the trouble I caused in the past that made me gain all of those tickets, tho this is the first time I actually hurt someone... I just got so fucking frustrated... Always trying to do my best to calm down, to do my job and try to make everyone's experience more enjoyable, yeah maybe I'm a dick but that's just my character and he isn't that bad to be honest and a lot of people know that, the thing is that there's been a lot of rounds recently that I'm getting bitched at ICly and OOCly at the same time, regardless the situation, this player made me slip with space lube, stole my key, I begged over comms to her to retrieve it so I can continue working and she didn't wanted to, telling me that I didn't deserved it (When I was done of cleaning all the cheesie honkers in the station that a huge Chester cheetah dropped on the ground, probably admin work I don't know, I don't care either) so, after more begging and stuff, I got mad and started to stab her in the eyes repeatly so I could take the key back and then bring her to medbay.. So that's what happened, and I'm guilty.. Not saying that I didn't do anything wrong on this situation or that I don't deserve two tickets for that, what I want to say is that I recently started to take this server more seriously.. Like in a month or two I made lots of friends ICly and OOCly, enjoying the comunity, the admins, the code, everything.. I had so much fun playing here! But at the same time I was always scared and angry at myself because when I actually started playing on this server I was doing it with a couple of retards that I used to call friends to troll, grief and just annoy people on this server, so that's why I had lots of tickets.. And I always regret that.. This time I started to take seriously the server I wanted to behave so badly, trying to not break any rule and apologize with all my heart if I made some kind of mistake, scared of being banned and adding more tickets, getting even closer to my doom..
So.. I beg, yet again, for forgiveness.. I just want a clean start, from scratch, and keep enjoying this server like I'm getting used to..
Also, tried my best to not suck at english, sorry if my grammar looks like shit.

[Leon_Leonardo]

Appeal denied.