If you read the rules at all, you would be aware of one single key rule that happens to be very close to the top of the rules page: "Listen to admins", a rule that you have broken, and if you've read the rules at all (which by requesting access through the panic bunker, is something you've confirmed that you have indeed read), then you've also broken the rule knowingly and intentionally. You could have walked away with a mere slap on the wrist for your violation of rule 4: "Fulfill your role", but you instead opted to be aggressive in ahelps while showing complete ignorance of one of our bigger rules. Your actions in this thread here have done nothing but escalate things further, and have very much turned this into a straw-that-broke-the-camel's-back type of thing.
So with that in mind, I want you to try to take a moment to reflect on yourself regarding your behavior, and I want you to ask yourself, "Was I being a rational human being?"
So for reference and for the sake of transparency, here is a log of every single adminprivate log during round 17565 that involved you, mirukihoshi, in any way, shape, or form. For further context, the station was in an absolutely disastrous state due to it having been struck by catastrophic meteors, and you had been ERPing in that dorm room for 30(!!!) minutes when the ticket was started, with absolutely no attempts made whatsoever to try to assist in the repair efforts, not even a single toss of a metal foam nade. Both staff members involved have given permission for me to post these logs.
[2019-05-25 21:23:12.164] ADMINPRIVATE: Ticket #14: Mirukihoshi/(Buddy Loraine): enable ooc you fucking mongoloids ;/ - heard by 3 non-AFK admins who have +BAN.
[2019-05-25 21:23:33.563] ADMINPRIVATE: PM: Buffalowing/(Kayleigh Echard)->Mirukihoshi/(Buddy Loraine): I've got five words for you, pal. Please be nice to me.
[2019-05-25 21:23:53.613] ADMINPRIVATE: PM: Mirukihoshi/(Buddy Loraine)->Buffalowing/(Kayleigh Echard): - AdminHelp Answer Rejected! -##Your admin help answer was rejected. The adminhelp verb has been returned to you so that you may try again.
[2019-05-25 21:24:24.839] ADMINPRIVATE: PM: Buffalowing/(Kayleigh Echard)->Mirukihoshi/(Buddy Loraine): You're aware of the meteors, right?
[2019-05-25 21:24:36.102] ADMINPRIVATE: PM: Mirukihoshi/(Buddy Loraine)->Buffalowing/(Kayleigh Echard): - AdminHelp Rejected! -##Your admin help was rejected. The adminhelp verb has been returned to you so that you may try again.
[2019-05-25 21:25:23.223] ADMINPRIVATE: PM: Mirukihoshi/(Buddy Loraine)->Buffalowing/(Kayleigh Echard): okay im sorry that was mean i love you
[2019-05-25 21:25:43.974] ADMINPRIVATE: PM: Buffalowing/(Kayleigh Echard)->Mirukihoshi/(Buddy Loraine): I love me too. Now go fix the station. <3
[2019-05-25 21:25:53.924] ADMINPRIVATE: PM: Mirukihoshi/(Buddy Loraine)->Buffalowing/(Kayleigh Echard): bro im FUCKING
[2019-05-25 21:26:01.455] ADMINPRIVATE: PM: Buffalowing/(Kayleigh Echard)->Mirukihoshi/(Buddy Loraine): See above
[2019-05-25 21:26:13.037] ADMINPRIVATE: PM: R3dtaile/(Chase Redtail)->Mirukihoshi/(Buddy Loraine): Your job is infinitely more important than meteors. Your job comes first fam.
[2019-05-25 21:26:19.354] ADMINPRIVATE: PM: Mirukihoshi/(Buddy Loraine)->Buffalowing/(Kayleigh Echard): IM NOT GONNA GIVE UP THIS PUSSY DAWG
[2019-05-25 21:26:27.492] ADMINPRIVATE: PM: Mirukihoshi/(Buddy Loraine)->R3dtaile/(Chase Redtail): plus we're LEAVING
[2019-05-25 21:26:30.878] ADMINPRIVATE: PM: R3dtaile/(Chase Redtail)->Mirukihoshi/(Buddy Loraine): Er, job is more important than fucking
[2019-05-25 21:26:43.051] ADMINPRIVATE: PM: Mirukihoshi/(Buddy Loraine)->R3dtaile/(Chase Redtail): i beg to differ ;/
[2019-05-25 21:27:16.202] ADMINPRIVATE: PM: Buffalowing/(Kayleigh Echard)->Mirukihoshi/(Buddy Loraine): I'm not asking if you want to help, I need you to do your job.
[2019-05-25 21:28:14.021] ADMINPRIVATE: PM: Mirukihoshi/(Buddy Loraine)->Buffalowing/(Kayleigh Echard): firstly##we are LEAVING the station. i am NOT gonna "do my job" when we are LEAVING. second, i'm not gonna abruptly stop (e)rp. that's a fucking dick move. you have a big problem with it? note me or ban me. we done here?
[2019-05-25 21:30:04.380] ADMINPRIVATE: PM: R3dtaile/(Chase Redtail)->Mirukihoshi/(Buddy Loraine): Okay. So. Your ONE job is to repair the station. you are committing dereliction of duty. If you want to be snarky about being forced to put your job before your scene. We will be more than happy to give you an engineering ban. Your job comes before ANY scene. Especially in times of an emergency. And you're outright refusing to listen to admins for telling you to do your job? I'm sorry, but uh, why are you acting like this? You picked engineer, you know damn well the things you might have to deal with in a round. Yet you're choosing to put your fun over EVERYONE elses. That's selfish and incredibly piss poor behavior
[2019-05-25 21:31:11.340] ADMINPRIVATE: PM: Mirukihoshi/(Buddy Loraine)->R3dtaile/(Chase Redtail): - AdminHelp Answer Rejected! - ##Your admin help answer was rejected. The adminhelp reply verb has been returned to you so that you may try again.
[2019-05-25 21:34:23.003] ADMINPRIVATE: R3dtaile/(Chase Redtail) temp-jobbanned Mirukihoshi/(Buddy Loraine) from Chief Engineer for 20160 minutes.
[2019-05-25 21:34:23.156] ADMINPRIVATE: R3dtaile/(Chase Redtail) temp-jobbanned Mirukihoshi/(Buddy Loraine) from Station Engineer for 20160 minutes.
[2019-05-25 21:34:23.258] ADMINPRIVATE: R3dtaile/(Chase Redtail) temp-jobbanned Mirukihoshi/(Buddy Loraine) from Atmospheric Technician for 20160 minutes.
[2019-05-25 21:37:53.441] ADMINPRIVATE: R3dtaile/(Chase Redtail) has banned Mirukihoshi/(Buddy Loraine).
Additionally your behavior in this thread has done nothing but assure us that you likely don't have the best of intentions regarding following the rules we have in place. Specifically, you've chosen to defy a rule that's there primarily for quality control, and have demonstrated your defiance of said rule multiple times in this thread. Throughout this entire thread, you have shown a fairly aggressive and self-entitled attitude. You've shown zero signs of understanding why the ban was put in place in spite of admins repeatedly telling you in this thread why it was put in place; matter of fact, you went out of your way to demonstrate an unwillingness to listen to what admins are saying, which calls back to my second paragraph in this post. Here are two key quotes that show exactly what I'm talking about here.
Anyway, like I said, I'm not gonna do something an "admin" tells me to do if it's wrong, stupid, or if I don't agree with their decision.
Anyway, no, I am not going to be fully compliant just because someone with authority on the server tells me to, and I've already stated why previously.
So with all of that aside, I'm going to give you one simple request. I want you to convince me that you are a positive influence on this community, and should be allowed to continue participating in it. Give me a single good reason to let your ban remain as-is. As of right now, we see nothing but negatives for letting you remain in this community. If there's any positives, then please, make us aware of them. Unless you can give me a fairly good reason to let you remain, I will be giving you a quality control ban, which is a type of ban that's only appealable with a vouch from a reputable server.
If you have no good reason to offer up for you to remain in this community, then please reply with a very simple "I have read and understand Bhijn's post. I accept that I am not to return to these appeals forums without a voucher from a reputable server", nothing more, nothing less.
If your reply after this post contains anything else and completely lacks any good reason whatsoever for me to lift your current ban or leave it as-is, then your permanent ban will be unappealable. If you attempt to stir shit about this ban, then your permanent ban will be unappealable.
For the sake of transparency, if another head admin wishes to veto this decision, they may, but that'd be fairly unlikely considering that this was discussed within admin chat.